confession of youth

maya nai sabai bhanda thulo kura raixa he was my classmate hamii sangai bashthieuu tara dheraii kura gardena thiyeuu meroo bf thiyoo tara ushkoo gf thiena hamii 2 to 3 weeks sangaii baseepaxii hamii dherai bolna thaleuu moh mero bf lai ekdamm maya garthiee and meroo classmate lai ni tha thiyoo ani ekdeen he said that mero bf lay he's playing wid me vanera I just shouted at him and said how can uh say huh? and he said i had listened when i was in toilet tara maile tyoo kura pattyaena we just had fight ani afta 2 days i had letter frm him saying that i broke up wid uh OMG i was justt shocked and i was literally crying i have nothng to do at that time i just remembered the thing told by my classmate frown emoticon i could nt control my tears my classmate he was the only one person who knew that why i was crying that time and i said that i will never love person now and we were being so close day by day we hold each others hand and sit in the class we used to share each and everyhthing of our life day by day we wre getting close and the friends they used to tease us k ho huh tmee haruu ko para sala jailee ekaarka sanga guff garxau aruu ko matlabb xana bt we really care abt others bt idk wht happened to them the days were going and i fell in love wid my classmate idk how i fell for him maie ekdam maya garna thalee ushlaii ani ekdin vandee panii tara he said we can be best frends nothing more i didn't fell bad cozz he was wid me that time whole day i was lost in him and i used to say i love uh so many times and one day he replied i love uh too that was the best part in my life days were going normal one day he said taile j socheraxass hamroo relation ko barema it isn't so vanyoo I was just shocked i literally cried and i said wht abt those i love uh and all he replied it was nothing tyo tw male taile teroo ex lai birsinxass vanera rayy tara male teshpaxii ni mero classmate lai ekdamm maya garthiee hamro final sakyoo we used to hang on fb chat whole night the new session hamii kura garthyoo tara we were nt same hami paila jasari kura garthyoo testoo thiena we had different class now hamroo kura hudena thyoo dheraii he didn't talk to me for 3 months tespaxii moh aafaii bolna gayee ani bistarai bistaraii hamii feri close huna thalyoo moh uslaii ekdamm maya garxuu tara he does nt he don't belive that moh teshlaii maya garxuu vanera it has alreadyy been 1 year that i am waiting for him bt he does nt belive that i love him vanera he says true love always hutrt bt that isnt true seriosuly i am in adolescents face that does nt mean manxeyy lai true love hudena I am really going deep day by day tara he says we are best frends nothing more literally i cry daily cozz he isnt wid me so wht should i do now ?? I can't leave and he does nt care abt me unsure emoticon