sound of nepali youth

"aaj ma pani euta confess garna chahanxu;

Ma tyo bela 17 barsa ko thiya ra;mero ghae najikai ek jana sandhya(name changed) name gareko kt thi,umer 16 thiyo.

Usko baba lae sanai dekhi uncle uncle bhanne gareko le maile sandhya lae pani baini jasto maneko thiya.

Tyo din ma aafno kotha ma padhera basiraheko thiya,sandhya aae ani dada ma pani hajur sangai basera padhxu hai vani;u tyaha aayaki pahilo palt thiyana bt asari sodhne gardina thi;
Aayara chalera basthi khasai padhna ma man gardina thi.
Maile vane hunxa bt chakchak nagar hai aaj mero homework dherai xa.
Hus bhandai basi;
Aaj nikai gyani bhayar basirako thi.
Padhda padhdai line gayo.
Ani u mero bue chaddai hurray bhanna thali,maile nachalan bhandai thiya;
Usle mero gala ma paxadi bat toki ani bed ma gayar basi
Malae ris uthyo and ma uslae tokna lage;
U malae jitna khojdai thi,
Chalda chaldai malae uttano parera u mero mathi basdai la ab herumla bhandai mero otha tokna thali;
Usko esprasa ra tato swas le malae khoi k bho
Ma uslae jitna nasakeko jhai natak garna thale u mero mathi basera malae tokdai thi,ghari ghari ma uslae todde tanthe ani chati ma tasthe uska ubhar harule mero chati ma esprasa huda yo man bhitra bhitra aanand liyaraheko thiyo.
paxi sandhya lae khoi k bho mero otha ma kiss garna thali;ma yatikai basirhe;
Maile aafulae nikai control garna khoje tar sakina.
Jiskida jiskidai hami ek arkalae kiss garna ma lipta hudai thiyau,
Yatikai ma dhokama kohi aayajasto lagyo ra u hatar hatar uthi ra xeu tir chupchap basirahi ma pani chupchap thiya:
Usko baini,' didi mami lae bhat khan bolaunu bhaxa bhandai aae'
U kei naboli chupchap gae.
Bholi palt u feri aae ani room ma pasdai dhoka ko tukkul lagae,ma kei bolna sakiraheko thiena;
Feri u tesari nai jiskina suru gari;
Jiskida jiskidai dherai naramro kam bhayajasto lagyo,khoi kin yo sab bhaerahexa bujhna sakeko thiena bt tyo din ko testo ghatana paci malae aafailae regret feel bhayo and ma u bat tadha huna thali;
U sadhai aauthi ani tesari nai jiskine garthe bt ma ekchin ma aauxu bhandai uta kitchen tir mom sang guf garna janthe;
Dherai ber na aayapaxi u pani kitchen ma aauthi ani esara ra haat le kotauthi bolauthu bt ma kei na kei bahana banaunethe kaile 3/4 jana bhayar basthiyau kaile usaiko ghar ma gayar usko bhai baini sang basera padhna thalthe;
Lagbhag 10 din jati paxi u aauna chodi ra ma sang bolna pani chodi.
Batoma kaile kahi 'sandhya kata hideko' vanda ni kei naboli janthi mero chitta dukhthiyo;ra dar pani lagthiyo katai aru kunai kta sang lageR bigrekita xaina
So maile uncle sang kura milayar banthe,' sandhya lai ali care garnu hai bhanera'
Malae usko sarai maya lagthiyo ra aaj pani lagxa;tar j hosa usle kunai bf thiyana,usko baini lae ma sodhirakthe bela bela,sandhya nabolepani.

Paxi ma ktm aaya,n then bides kaile bhet bhayana bt kehi mahina aghi usko bihe ma ghar jada
Ma yatikai bardali ma basiraheko thiy,
Dada hjr sang euta kam xa bhandai aae,
8-8 barsa paxi usle bolauda ma nikai khusi bhaya,
Ra vane k kam.
Paxi usle malae tyo bela ko sabai kahani bhani,ra sorry dada bhandai run thali,
Sayad galti merai thiyo hola,wa tyo umer ko thiyo,
Mera pani aakha bat aasu jhare.
Paxi ti kura usko mami lae thaha paunu bhayaxa(usaile bhaneki re) and ramro sang samjhaunu bhayaxa:
J hosa savai ramrai bhayo;
Usko mom le ni bujhidinu bhayo;
Thanks
And i am sorry sandhya.
tero naya jivan ramro hosa,falosa fulosa dherai dherai suvakamana.

Sayad merai galti thiyo hola;i am sorry.
Hope u all understand and forgive my sin ,a good human being.