my first love letter to a girl..

To dearest girl

i have been waiting to say this to you and even more for a longtime. It might surprise you that i am writing this to you,but sometimes when there is too much to say it's better to write than to speak.

i remember the first time i saw you, you seemed like a tiny angel.But now i want to try; like a sparkling crystal vase,you are delicate,fragile and precious to me. i get lost in your dark,deep black eyes that look so beautiful against your fair skin.i love to be close to you and i want you to feel the same about me

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i couldn't understand why you were so special to me.i'm madly in love with you,my pettie delicate dear. i get lost in you,and i am happy. i love every moment i spend with you . you make me happy.thinking about you makes me smile.seeing you is the best part of the day.you are more beautiful than sunshine ,more lovely than the mooon,more sweeter than candy and more precious than gold.you are exquisite and delightful,special and unique. and what's most astounding of all you want to be with me. i love you without knowing how or when or from where. i love u without problems or pride.i love you in this way because i do not know any other way of loving.i love you in this way in Which there is no i or u. i want to ask you "will you please be my valentine?"
and her answer was

No.. she said she has a bf (i dont think so)
i think she rejected me because i am from different cast and fat boy.. nowadays i am running ,cycling, exercising ,dieting ,studying well. she brought some positive changes in me. i still love her but she cant be mine. i am hopeless