what is love??

I m confused m i in love or its just an attraction.. and though i m in a relationship already instead of talking to my bf m loving to talk to someone else.. because he gives me the comfort to open up myself... actually i m in a distance relationship and i ve not met with him yet not even once... and we also have planned to marry soon.. still m finding myself confused .. i don't know why?? the person i m talking proposed me on 14th feb, he was so calm and hunxa ni kasto man nai xoyo usle tyo gentle man type bewar dekhayera like he understands me than no one else, jo maile mero bf bata paye ko thena... ani mero bf le mero bad past ko bare ma sabai tha xa still he accepted me tei bhayera uslai xodnu galat hunxa bhanne kura ni aauxa.. the bad past was i was like traped by a boy emotionally.. he made me feel that he wants to marry me.. he visited my home and talked to my parents for our marriage telling that he is an army he was from another cast so he told that his parents are against this relationship(he used to have crush on me and i rejected him).. ekdam convince garera he made me feel that he loves me.. he told me that hami di lai bhetna jam bhanera... ani i trusted him
and he took me to place and did that thing i ve never wondered..
i was in a stage that broke me hard.. euta kt ko lagi aafno ejjat pyaro hunxa tara usle bujhena.. paxi ma dherai depression ma gaye.. he used to ask money paxi tha huna gayo that he is not an army but nothing.... this was the phrase of my life where i wanted to die.. thank god i ve a friend who helped me to overcome from this.. thank you sathi.. maile mero parents lai sabai bhane tara aafno arko pida ko kura garena... bhanu pani kasari... yo kura maile mero bf lai bhane he told me he loves me not my body.. fere kina yo sab tha huda hudai pani ma aru sangha bolna attract hudai xu.. josle malai propose gareko xa he always motivate me, give positiveness and make me feel that he has the power to hold all my pain.. may be ma uslai chinxu tesaile hola.. but mero bf lai maile dekheko xaina exactly tha pani xaina where he lives.. ma k garu shall i marry him? Or tell my bitter truth to the gentle man? Or stop talking to that gentle man? k mero pavitrata gumaunu mero lagi avishap ho? m feeling so low.. ma k garu?? Maile kin galat manxe lai trust gare...